"People ask me what I do in the winter when there's no baseball. I'll tell you what I do. I stare out the window and wait for spring." -Rogers Hornsby

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Giddy

I had my 4-week post-op doctor's appointment yesterday. Okay it was two days early but she was overbooked for Friday due to the upcoming holiday.

So we did x-rays again and the fused joint is slowly filling in and healing. Still no weight-bearing (walking) for at least another two weeks and I'm not getting my hopes set on that as I'm sure we'll err on the side of caution and wait the full eight weeks.

I was curious as to how this time around compared to the first surgery in June - especially since I'm not having any pain and minimal swelling this time around.

So I went back an pulled photos of my foot at the 4-week post-op timeframe.

July 16, 2010

This next one was taken a week later.

July 26, 2010

Compare that to this one taken yesterday morning.

December 29, 2010
What a difference! No wonder it feels so much better this time around.

I am trying not to be hopeful or optimistic as I tend to be a pessimist by nature - preferring to be pleasantly surprised if things work out well and mentally prepared if they don't. But I am giddy with delight with the progress this foot is making. I had to go clear to October 8th to find a shot where my foot looked even close to what I have right now - that was 16 weeks post op!!!
October 8, 2010
And then two weeks later it started looking bad again.

October 23, 2010
Note the lump, bulge, or whatever you want to call it on the side of the foot by the big toe. Trouble is brewing!

And of course the foot when disaster struck  three weeks later . . .

Novemer 11, 2010
I'm hoping and praying that this time it will work out great. I want to get back to my life and my dogs. Time is slipping away and time is not infinite for us mortals!

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Pretty Flowers

My doctor and her staff sent me get well flowers after the surgery. I should have taken the picture when they were fresh but just wasn't on the ball that day. They came the Monday after the Friday surgery. Answering the door and taking them from the florist driver was a major accomplishment that day!

Get Well Flowers
There was a pink daisy-like flower in the front but it died a few days ago. The blue carnation needs to come out now. But still a very pretty arrangement and very thoughtful of the doctor and staff. I appreciate them.

Monday, December 20, 2010

Two Weeks Post-Op

Saw the doctor on Saturday for stitch removal. The foot looks great. Better than great. Much better than the first time around. We were trying to figure out why and can only assume that it's because both the bones and the tendon weren't beat up this time around. 

Post Suture Removal
There is very little swelling considering I was on my feet doing grocery shopping for an hour and a half before my appointment. I am able to have it down a bit longer before it starts throbbing.

Better shot of the "oops" stitch
Or at least I was until she took all the stabilizing wrapping off. I'm now just in an Ace bandage and had a rough first night Saturday night. If I had the wrap tight enough to make the joint comfortable and stable, then the compression was too tight on the rest of the foot and it burned and hurt. If I loosened it, then the joint didn't get the support it needed. Finally found a happy medium at about 4:30 am but too late to catch much sleep. The girls get me up at exactly 6:01 am every morning and Sunday morning was no different despite the rough night.

I fought off taking a nap on Sunday afternoon and instead watched the Colts win! So last night I had a great night's sleep, hitting the bed at 10:20 and not waking until about 5:55. Lovely.

Of course sleeping thru the night means I didn't drink enough yesterday since I didn't have to get up in the middle of the night for a bathroom trip. Staying hydrated is a big problem for me - I don't drink enough thru out the day when I just sit around all day. Having bottles of water sitting on the table beside me is a step, but I need to remember to drink them.

The BEST part is that I am now able to move my ankle again! When it first came out of the cast, the ankle was very stiff and not terribly flexible. But with almost constant rotation and flexing, I've really got it back to feeling loose. It still doesn't flex as much as my other foot, but it's close. Feels SO good.

The doctor also wants me to start using my toes to loosen the first joint on my large toe to get it ready for walking in 6 weeks (only 6 more weeks!) but without moving the joint below it that is trying to fuse (or should I say re-fuse?). Tried it on Saturday and wound up with a lot of pain in the fused joint so didn't do any more on Sunday. I talked it over with Mike and we decided that instead of trying to move the large toe with my muscles I'd give the joint a break (ha-ha) and only do manual flexing for a few days to let it heal a bit more. I'll start that today.

I'm pleased to note that my tendon didn't 'fall back' overnight very much. I still have quite a bit of flexation and stretch in it this morning without any warmup or exercise. That's good news! And the ankle is the least swollen I've seen in it in over SIX years!

Minimal Swelling
Seriously, it's been that long that I've been fighting this foot and I've carried some level of swelling in the ankle all that time - sometimes more, sometimes less, but always some swelling. This is a huge step forward! Now we'll see what happens when I start weight-bearing again!

Countdown begins. I am so anixious to get my life back. Six months lost so far and I have another ten weeks to go yet before I can reasonably think about training my dogs again or being back to 'normal' or whatever my new version of normal will be.

Once this bone issue is dealt with, I'm done with the foot. Seriously. I can live with the tendon pain if there is any after I get thru all this. I will live with any pain that remains. My life has been ruled by this foot for far too long. I'll take what I get and go on with my life and my dog training.

Friday, December 10, 2010

One Week Post-Op

So the pain level isn't as bad as it was the first time around. It still throbs if I have it down much more than 10 minutes so that limits my time on the computer since I am not wirelessly connected to the internet and only have a desktop with internet access (yes, I'm still in the stone-ages using dialup).

Here it is at the 3-day post-op dressing change.
 And a surprise - a stitch in the sole of my foot where a tool the doctor was using to finish breaking the bone slipped and came thru from the inside out.
Just a single stitch but she feels bad that it happened.

Apparently the joint didn't completely break; it stayed partially fused on the bottom half of the joint. So she had to break it in order to reset it and fix it. It sure felt like it was completely broken and flopping around in there.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Surgery Is Friday

So in two days I will be once again having surgery on this foot of mine. This will be the last one.

I know I've said that before, but I am serious this time. I'd not be having this one except that the broken bone took the decision out of my hands.

Since I only have internet access at the desktop, I won't be posting for a few weeks, at least not until I can stand to have my foot down for a period of time.

Last surgery in June, it was about a month before I could sit at the computer. I may push that this time as I was going thru serious withdrawal the last time. Wish I could afford an air card for the laptop. It would make my life easier!